Sobriety, Day 27: The Night Before IVF Started (Feb. 2022)

I was a mess.

You can learn a little bit about my infertility journey in two spots:

Logically, Wouldn’t Infertility Cause Some Degree Of “Resentment?”

Infertility: What It Feels Like To Not Be Able To Do “The One Thing”

That’s your backstory, if you care to check it out. Now let’s go to this story.

My wife and I decided to try IVF in February 2022. It ultimately failed; we found that out probably the second weekend of April 2022.

Well, the night before we started IVF, I decided to get shit-faced. Why? I think I was nervous about everything and whether it would fail, and I was just being a loser-y addict, to be honest. I am trying to get better at that now.